How are you doing in paradise?

Dear Mom! how are you doing in paradise. Today grandmom called me and told me that she dreamt about you. That you have a big house, that you are living there fully. But i think somehow you 're lonely. I know that. I never believe that you want grandmom to go there with you. But maybe you are lonely there. I know mom. I think about it just like when we were together. Cuz you are always like a friend of mine. I think i understand it somehow.
Mom, it's so chaos to me these days. I've a lot of think to think of. I met a Korean guy. Like he makes me feel so comfortable to be with, and he is kind of one who live heart, not only with head. He showed me photos of his family and even his diary. He is independent, after graduating high school, he went to Singapore alone, with a backpack to find university. He is so planful for now and the future, follow the schedule. I dont think a young guy with a babe face can behave like that. Something about him make me feel so inspired.
I know that we could not go far since we are from different country as well as we have different background. But for Huy, im also not sure. Im tired of him mom, he is so childish and careless. I really need somebody beside me. Am I deserve to?
Mom, it's comming soon. Next next month. Im going home on that day. Mom, dont think that I forget about you something cuz it will not happen. I keep you in my heart and my mind. I want to think that you are still there for me. I love you
I love you a lot !!!
I hope you are doing so well in paradise