Today, although I have been very terrible because of sickness and stomachache, my emotion is well. First thing I feel is I am missing my mom and my darling so much. Both of them are not beside me at this moment but I can't stop thinking of them.
Honey, I don't know how to tell you how much I love you. Even though everyday I tell you that I love you, it still maybe not enough. I thought it's the first time I really love someone. It sounds funny right? But before, I loved without full of my heart. I thought for me more than anyone else. My self-respect was more important than everything even you. I didn't know what was love with all the heart. I didn't think someone should love other than himself. I was not fully dedicated.
I love you like a kid love ice-cream. Thinking about you like a child and love you by the way you really are. I wish we could meet soon. I can't stand of waiting until the next time we meet. There are more 4 months. We meet only twice a year in the 5 years period. It is as long as a centuary. It's so hard for me. But I will try my best. What is fate? Can we get over ? I let the time answer that.
P/s: I love you.
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